May 20th...

Woke up in the new apartment feeling rather happy. I love this new place and all that it brings, most of all the piece and quiet and the privacy of no one knowing where I am.

I make myself some coffee and look at the new desk with the laptop on it. I like the freedom of having my journal, so I pull it out and get comfy on the couch and begin to write…

April 10, 2009

I woke up in Bo’s office and didn’t see Myth. I hope that he was all right and just stepped out not wanting to wake me. He left the door unlocked for me, so I headed off to work...

I met Hitomi for the first time at the bar today. She seems really nice.

Katey wasn’t looking very good when she came in. The clown attacked her last night and she wouldn’t go into all the details of what happened. I acted a little more sisterly towards her in public. She needed to know that I really cared.

I took a break and went back to Bo’s office. Next thing I know, Nat is sitting in there. She accused me of breaking and entering and kicked me out. She didn’t seem to believe that Myth had left the door unlocked for me.
I was standing in the alley when Roan approached me. He asked what I was doing and Nat had replied for me by telling him I broke into Bo’s office. I didn't see her come up behind me.
That was one of the first times I really remember her backstabbing me. There is something wrong with that girl...

I walked back to the bar and made small talk with Vitto and Waisty. Myth then sent me a text. He wanted to warn me to be careful and not to trust anyone, that someone he trusted made a move on him. He didn’t say whom and told me that Bo’s office had been compromised. I texted back asking where he was and he replied Zoë’s. I replied and asking if he wanted me to meet him there and he answered yes...

Within seconds of my arrival, Myth took me in his arms, kissed me and told me he missed me. I was so relived that he was okay.
He told me that Fae got to him and that Roan paid her to give him to Nat. I thought again what is wrong with Nat? Then funny enough Myth said that Nat needed help and that he let both Roan and Hawk know. We wanted to talk more, but both of us knew that Zoë’s wasn’t safe.
Myth took my hand and told me of a place near his apartment we could go to and he would show me. I followed.

He took me to his secret location, the roof of his building. It was chilly up there so he offered me his jacket. I wrapped it around myself inhaling his scent. I’m sure I looked rather silly with it on as it almost went down to my feet.
Myth and I began to discuss the next move. What to do and where to go? We thought about me asking Roan if I could stay with him, but I was unsure about being that close to Nat...

Myth mentioned that he had another plan...a plan that would involved me.
I was more than willing to do anything to help him.
He asked if I knew about RM’s special rum and I said yes. I don’t remember if the smile appeared on my face before or after Myth handed me the vial of powder...

RM and Jess were in the bar when I arrived. I started to plan and tried to figure out a way to get the drug into the bottle of rum without being seen. The opportunity arose when Jess stepped out to get some air. RM yelled at her to stay where he could see her. Within seconds of her stepping outside, we heard a scream. It was Jess calling for RM. Everyone ran out the backdoor, including some woman I only knew as Baah. Myth was out there.
This was my chance, as I stayed behind. I grabbed the bottle of rum and emptied the vile of roofie in it and gave it a shake. I knew no one saw me.
Myth got away thank God.
RM was not impressed. Jess yelled at me and asked why I didn’t try to help. RM made a comment that we were a couple even though I denied it.
I offered RM another shot of his rum. I passed it to him and Jess grabbed it and downed the contents. I poured him another. As RM was asking me if I had watered down his drink, the drug had started to work on Jess. RM looked at me with piercing eyes and fell down beside her.
I watched them fall, but didn’t expect Baahdaah to be there. I had no time to text Myth to let him know the job was done.
Within seconds, she was behind the bar with a knife to my throat. She asked what I put in the rum. I said nothing. Myth then walked into the bar. Baahdaah threatened my life and Myth threatened RM’s.
Neither one of us expected Damion to walk in. He came up from behind and gave Myth a tessa shot to his neck.
I broke away from the woman and fell to the floor by Myth’s side. Then RM woke up.
RM ended up shoving me to the side and tied up Myth.
I begged and pleaded with RM to let Myth go. I told him it was all my idea...
RM grabbed me by the throat and shoved me against the wall. He told me to get out and I spat in his face. Not really a smart move on my part. RM slapped me then grabbed my hair and dragged me to the stage, where the then tied me to the pole. The same pole Katey and Xeno used. I watched as Damion dragged Myth out the back door.
Dura came into the bar at just the right time and I screamed at her that RM had Myth. She ran after them...

A passer by was able to un-cuff me and I ran out into the square. Dura and Nat were there talking about the event. I saw Nat and lost it and slapped her across the face. I blamed her. She in return shoved me but that didn’t stop me from yelling at her some more. Nat claimed that she had nothing to do with it because she was unconscious on the floor after Myth had choked her
Louise had arrived and tried to break us up...

Louise, Dura and I went back to the Jade Dragon to figure out our next move. I don’t remember that much of the conversation because all I could think about was Myth.
Before leaving, Louise had asked Dura and I that if we saw Nat, she wanted to speak to her. I said that I would pass on the message only because she asked me to.

Dura and I went back to Lulu’s and saw Nat. I gave her the message from Louise. Damion was there with a huge smile on his face. I lashed out at him and asked if he was happy and told him I should have never trusted him.
Dura backed me up and told Nat that I was telling the truth; Louise wanted to speak to her. Nat grumbled again and I told her that I was going to be the bigger person and retorted with “I’ll be the bigger person who ends up putting a bullet in your back” if I didn’t back off.
I asked if it was a threat and she said, “Damn right”. I lashed out at her again and accused her of being jealous and that she still wanted Myth. Nat kissed me on the forehead and told me I was naïve and I pushed her off of me. Lynx then walked into the bar. Nat then kneeded me in the stomach and I went down. Damion stepped in between us and I yelled at him to move. Lynx tweaked my cheek and that’s when I had enough. They wanted to take the fight outside. I wanted nothing to do with it and stormed out.

I closed my journal in time to hear a ruckus coming from the apartment below. I rolled my eyes hoping that this was only because they were moving in and it wouldn’t happen all the time...